Originally Posted by kewlJ View Post
I would never out an AP. Hell, I have All of Rob's personal information and including SS# and shit and don't even out him or make his life a living hell as I could.

But I am serious. I get little support from this community. I am not talking about the hater's, the bitter old Degen gamblers like Rob and Blackhole, Alan before him. I am talking about players on multiple forums blaming me because they haven't won. And players that are supposed to be my fellow AP, always taking shots at me, because I choose to remain at the card counting level, as if I am some sort of mental midget. And NOW I am not even a real AP because I learned about card counting from books and members on forums? What the fuck is that Shit?

For the record I learned as much as I could from many sources, books, forums, players on forums, software and my own experiences. Remember Las Vegas is my second go around. I had an earlier part of my career that didn't go great. I was basically 86ed from all my local casinos just as I started making some decent money. So I have taken all this including my own experiences and things I learned on my own from things like playing with software and formed and play a unique style that I don't think anyone else is playing, that has allowed me to play and make decent money for more than a decade in what is considered one of the sweatiest places to play. I would indeed call that self taught, not that it matters where anyone learns anything from....the important thing is to dedicate yourself to learning it. I have earned what I have and where I am and I don't appreciate anyone telling me I am not a real AP because I read stuff in book. I mean I could see that from the Hater society, but from my fellow AP's? WTF?!?

So no Axelwolf, I am not going to out you to anyone. I am sorry I said that. It was pretty nasty. But I am pissed. Axelwolf, perhaps the most honest thing you said today was admitting that you don't like me very much. I'll give you that. That comes through loud and clear with all your little shots at me professionally and personally. WE have had this conversation in private numerous times and each time, you apologize, but the very next chance you get, same shit!

There is a definite double standard on this forum and through out the community concerning me. For proof look no further than Mickeycrimms comment this week calling me a pedophile. When I did that to coach belly, I was warned it was against the rules. But coming at me is fair game. So you all don't have to bother lobbying Dan, I am done. I kick myself for even staying here 2 years. There is no value in the forum. It is a hateful troll forum, and that includes participants of that behavior that are fellow AP's.
Kj, what about me? People pick on me too (even you've picked on me) but I don't let it bother me. Just keep your head up and don't let it get you down. It could be worse. You could get banned to zenzone with your buddy, Moses.