As I sit here, watching the lions take a 10-0 lead in a game I have the Bears +10, waiting for some friends and family to arrive a little later for a wonderful thanksgiving meal that my Mother is preparing, looking forward to spending some time with them all, I am thankful for how truly blessed I am.
Against better judgement, I log on here, and see the same old Mdawg trolling, beginning at 4:11 in the morning and throughout the morning.....on Thanksgiving day. I shake my head.
Yes, there are the usual lies and misquotes and attacks about me. But what hit home today was Mdawg calling Axelwolf half Asian for about the 50th time. Like myself, Axelwolf has told Mdawg this is not true. And unlike myself, there are plenty of people that know axelwolf and have said it isn't true. But Mdawg continues to repeat that lie?
For what?
Mdawg I truly pity you that you are so insecure you need to behave in this manner. Given every advantage in life, as it appears you have been and you can't find happiness? You have the need to try tear everyone else down with complete lies?
THAT is one really insecure human being.
What a life I have. I live very comfortably in a city, I absolutely love. I do something for a living I really enjoy (most days
), working when I choose. I have good friends, family, a boyfriend or significant other that I care a great deal about and enjoy spending time with. And yet I waste so much time on this forum, arguing complete nonsense with some really screwy people.
I have to stop and really ask myself why? I know what I am, and rather proud of what I have and am accomplishing and where I am in life. I am pretty sure most of the few AP's on this forum know as well, although some do nothing but troll me, as do the complete trolls and haters. They have some of that Mdawg need in them.
I really don't have that need. I doubt people that claims things that defy the math and reality. But despite my retaliation with sandNig comments and Dan Looks Jewish comments (nothing wrong with looking Jewish old boy), I wish no harm on anyone based on race, heritage or and personal things like who they love or live with.
So again, I have to ask myself why? Why put myself through this. Having only posted twice in the last month, maybe the person that posts as Rob Singer has found a way out of this stupidness. I seek to do the same.
Happy thanksgiving to everyone. My advise to you, which I intend to follow is to stop wasting so much life on VCT and other forums. Really is there anything dumber than that which we all do (or have done). There has got to be something else.