Seedvalue, I don't want to fight with you (never did), nor rehash this, but this isn't exactly the way this went down. I didn't insist anything. I speculated you were Toll based on information from what I considered a reliable source, who told me you were Toll or associated with him. I am not going to say who and throw anyone under the bus. I said it and I take and took responsibility. And when Dan Druff stepped forward and confirmed that you were not Toll, I acknowledged that and apologized to you....several times.
I don't know who you are or what you make or have made. And I don't care. I don't say that to be dismissive. I don't measure myself against others, what others make or do. I do my thing, have my goals, and am very happy with where I am and what I have accomplished. In another month, it will be 20 years.
I am sort of an introvert type person and solo play suits me well. Even when I have partnered with one or two close people that I trust, I am just better suited for solo type play. That is my thing.
Seems to be a change in you in the past few days. I don't know if you are going through something, like a medical issue....I hope not. But whatever. I wish you well and happiness.