I can't argue with any of that.
Mentally Unstable.
Fact.
The difference is that I don't cry about it and I don't seek help via pharmaceuticals or so called professionals.
I just deal with it while I grin and bear.
I've been able to overcome and maintain for a very long time but I doubt that I can sustain past mid 50's or mid 60's.
Time will Tell.
On the verge of turning 50 so I've had a good run beating the 40 year average historical lifespan.
I certainly cannot complain as I've pretty much had every above average advantage in life.
When I stand in judgment, I will have no defense for a wasted, self absorbed lifestyle doing Evil rather than Good.
It would be nice to avoid the invisible fire but I doubt that I can get out of the snare.
Lover of Pleasure instead of being a Lover of God.
Keep up with the analyzing.
You are very good at this!
That is, if you have the time, because I'm sure you have much more important matters.
I appreciate you.





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