Alan, you are still lying to yourself. In this case you are trying to trick yourself. By claiming that you expect to lose you hope to reduce the likelihood that you will have a big loss. However, like all of us you have had winning and losing sessions. Hence, you know as an absolute fact that you won't always lose. Quit with the silly nonsense. You're only fooling yourself.
I love the new comment by speedo, complete and total projection.