Spike either believes his nonsense ot not but it is clear he is just here to talk in circles.

Ultimately he is likely as mentally ill as anyone on here.

If he does believe his claims then it is obvious.

If he doesn't believe his own claims then he is ill just from the fact he has done this over 10s of thousands of posts. It isn't an interesting claim. There are no personalities in his stories. Nothing to learn from him. No details. Absolutely nothing there except this guy getting attention and perpetually talking in circles.

He can't even explain why he can't tell people.

Imagine giving your life meaning from THAT. I can respect the germatria stuff. I can respect kewls nonstop fantasies because at least they all have some teachable moment. Tasha and her unrelenting interest in FP and small stakes gambling. Singer - who tries and seeks out credibility on the same level as kewl.

All these people have redeeming qualities but I haven't seen it with Spike. Awful.