You are and since your first appearance on these forums have been obsessed with movies, particularly mob movies. I suppose that is what led to your writing fascination of fiction that began on a forum for people "writing stories" and spread to gambling forums, with tales of gambling and riches inspired by the mostly fiction movies you are completely obsessed with.

It is a classic detachment from reality. But I am sure you have been told this before. There is something seriously wrong with you. Probably mostly harmless, but still a detachment from reality.