You are driving me to be mean Tasha. And I don't want to be mean. I'm not Boz.
You not PMing me is a GOOD outcome for me. We just are not friends. So I expect you to honor that promise
But really, you thinking you are friends enough with ANYONE on these forums to ask for money is the bigger takeaway I would hope you would learn. (Of course Axelwolf having a soft spot for you and actually "lending" you money doesn't help that cause. Good intentions or not, he and others that lend/give you money aren't doing you any favors.)