What's with this trying to act like you're not just a bastard, but a good ol' kind hearted bastard?

Why not just stick to a script of being a low down mean hearted bastard.

It would be like if I stepped back and started to feel kindly towards UNKewlJ. Then again, UNKewlJ is an unremitting sociopath unworthy of pity, whereas Tasha/Nathan is practically unblemished in terms of being benevolent.

Not saying she is guileless, she has lied a lot, but mostly unimportant lies centered around sock puppetry and the inability to recollect much of anything accurately.