Also, I have always defended you, saying he is just letting off a little steam, venting as we all sometimes do. There is nothing wrong with that in my opinion.

I am not going to say you shouldn't be gambling for a living or gambling at all as someone else did. But there are some concepts that a player playing for a living needs to understand and accept and you haven't been able to do that....yet.

I would start with these.

Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose, just like regular gamblers. You don't always win. You shouldn't try to always win (leads to chasing losses) or expect to always win.

You shouldn't take it personally when you don't win and you really seem to take it personally. If you really feel something isn't right, don't play that game, that dealer, that casino. There are a lot of fish in this desert sea.

Also, I don't know how you figure your expectation (EV). Is it Norm's software? I get the feeling your expectations are out of whack. Could be something as simple as you are not getting in as many rounds per hour as you think.

Anyway, you will figure it out because you are the GOAT!