I wouldn't expect ZK to receive much sympathy on this forum, but geez....you guys are brutal.

In all honesty, when I look at the records posted, I see a couple bad weeks. Maybe go as far as to say very bad weeks.

I can't help but wonder if you check back through your records for 5-6 years now, have you never experienced a period that rivals this? It seems like you have because you have been on here venting many times

My point is you should understand by now that these kind of runs occur with blackjack card counting. They just do! And after you experience a few and bounce back you should be able to handle them better than you now are

I don't care if you want/need to occasionally vent. I know everyone finds it amusing and I hope you are getting what you want out of it.

My only real concern is that these periods of thinking everyone, including God, is against you is effecting tour play and contributing to even more losses. You did mention some mistakes made.

Get it together fella. You have succeeded at this for 5-6 years, maybe more. Put that experience to work.