I get it, V. You wasted your life for a little bit of money that you can't spend, anyway. So now you have to shout and pound it out to the wrecked, world from on high, from an anonymous gambling message board of absolutely no other note.
The lawman, the sheriff, and, then, the marshal, poking up their heads above in quick succession,
You've become the Queen Nun on Devil's Island. What a sad joke. Ha.