Wishful explanations are not explanations. I've had 32 non-paying hands in a row on $5 BP where I still won $2650 for my session in 2004 that I wrote an article about. That's not even in the same league of odds as what I experienced with the 9's. You want things to be random so you can keep justifying your playing within a certain comfort range. I want to know the truth about what goes on.