Originally Posted by MaxPen View Post
Originally Posted by kewlJ View Post
Originally Posted by Tasha View Post
To be fair, KewlJ admitted he said that impulsively and shouldn't have said that and feels remorse and regret for saying it.
Tasha, MaxPen just wants to be damned sure that I know he will never view me the same again and will never trust me. So just let him just say his peice. Nothing really has changed, because it is not like I was ever going to meet and hang out with any of these guys like MaxPen, Axel, ect (wizard's gang). I have lived in Vegas for 10 years. I was on WoV for 4 years and on other forums with them since. I mean 10 years, as a fulltime AP living in Vegas and participating on the same forums. Not once has anyone ever asked if I wanted to attend anything or hangout. Never a "hey a few of us are getting together for a couple beer. Is that something you would be interested in?" All I ever got was homophobic slurs and jokes.

I even contacted Axelwolf, after Zenking moved to Vegas and was struggling so much, asking if there wasn't something he could do to help out Zenking, because I wanted Zenking to succeed. To his credit Axel, I guess Monet, probably MaxPen and some others had either just met up with Zenking or were about to. Either way, no invite as to whether I was interested in joining that or any other time. I never felt welcome with this crew. So MaxPen and Axelwolf will never trust me again. Again? As if any of them ever offered me any kind of friendship ever.
KewlJ you have always made it very clear that you never wanted to meet up with anyone from the forums. There was never anything stopping you from coming to a WoV spring thing or whatever. You're now again reading into stuff that is not there. As usual.
That's exactly what I thought when I read this.

At one point when kewlJ brought up those blackjack shufflers possibly cheating, and claimed he had a machine with which he could prove it, I told him I wanted to meet with him to see it.

I promised to keep his identity secret, and in fact told him he didn't even need to tell me his identity. He declined. I can respect his desire for anonymity, but when you desire such anonymity, you can't complain when people don't invite you out socially.

I don't think it has anything to do with you being gay. I have arranged to meet gay people in person from my other forum, and I had no concern about their sexuality. In general, I think that most gay guys will be respectful enough not to put the moves on me if they know I'm straight, so I don't worry about it.