I'm fairly certain that you've proven my point...
It's not surprising that you don't believe in a soul, or even understand what that means.
You're entire worth is predicated on a soulless participation in a solved game, without an opponent.
No thought, no opinion, minimal effort...just mindless button-pushing like some rat in a cage in search of a treat.
It's likely that you wouldn't have any relationships if not for the money you chase.