Honestly, I forgot I ever banned Keystone.
The date is interesting to me.
On August 16, 2018, I noticed an annoying "lump" sensation in my throat which I couldn't get rid of. For whatever reason, it bothered me to no end, and I started highly stressing over it.
I went to an ENT that week. It was some incompetent old fart who looked in my throat a second, diagnosed me with "LPR" (a syndrome, not a disease, usually related to reflux), and told me to go buy Nexium and take it.
Unbeknownst to medical science at the time, that class of medication (PPIs) cause crippling anxiety in a small-to-moderate percentage of the population. Unfortunately, I was part of that group. It is now acknowledged, but in 2018 it was not yet known.
Within days, the anxiety took hold, and it was the worst thing I ever dealt with in my life. I was also told to quit caffeine. Another moronic piece of advice. Caffeine wasn't causing this, and in fact its abrupt cessation brought on severe depression on top of the anxiety.
I also had other issues. The lump in my throat was causing a choking sensation whenever I would lie down, so I couldn't fall asleep. Every time I'd start to fall asleep, I'd choke and wake back up. It was the worst thing ever. Eventually I solved this by a fluke. I had mentioned my throat was also dry, so my girlfriend bought me dry mouth rinse. Amazingly, that took care of the choking sensation as well, and that was that. Huge relief to discover this.
Eventually I brought my mind back mostly to normal. I quit the Nexium, brought back the caffeine, and was taking Xanax once every 96 hours just to normalize my brain. None of this was suggested by a doctor, but it worked. First the depression abruptly lifted, and then the anxiety slowly lessened. It took about 3 months to get all the way better.
Turned out I didn't have reflux anyway, and this idiot was wrong. The lump was from a combination of dryness in my throat and general postnasal drip. I eventually just got used to it.
Anyway, my ban of Keystone was during the very beginning of this, which is probably why I don't remember it. I find that my brain has blocked out a lot of details from that time period.